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-颜丽&窦骁和年年
颜丽番外
我出生在富裕的家庭,家里只有我和弟弟颜昆两个孩子,可是父母却并不重男轻女,反而更看重我多一些,父亲常说,是因为我的到来,才让他平步青云,可是谁也没有料到后来他和母亲居然都早逝,留下我无法适应生活状况改变的心里的落差,即使那个时候,我已经结婚生子。
可以说,我结婚前的日子一直都是娇生惯养的,父母顺着我,弟弟让着我,我想得到的从来没有失手过,大概就是因为这样我才养成了唯我独尊、不可一世的霸道性格。
记不得那是哪一年,有个男孩很喜欢我,他非常的优秀,为人谦和,很得老师和同学的欢迎,能被这样的人喜欢,我也觉得骄傲,尽管我并不喜欢他,却不妨碍我利用他,可是我却没有想到真的会害死他,一场考试,他帮助我作弊,他被取消考试资格,而我却保持了沉默。
那场考试成全了我的梦想,而他却在哀怨中绝望的自杀,那个时候,我并不理解他,想不通他一个大男人,为什么毫无承受能力,就那样草率的结束了自己的生命,我不是不自责的,可是母亲却开导我说,人各有命,这就是他的命,谁也争不过,就好像我生来就是享受的一样,母亲的话,让我逃脱了愧疚,也奠定了我的命运。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
上了大学以后,我出众的容貌,和不俗的谈吐、优越的家境,让我成了很多男孩子追逐的对象,我每天都享受着,被追捧的优越感中,其中最为突出的一个,叫做窦永河,他长得高大帅气,是个品学兼优的好学生,只是家世过于普通,我不是很喜欢他,最主要的原因,他有时会让我很害怕,他好像一眼就会将我的想法看透,在我眼里他嘴角保持的微笑,总是戏谑的。
我本想远离窦永河,可是我却意外的喜欢上了他的好朋友年镇海,不同于窦永河等男孩对我的热络和殷勤,他对着我要木讷的多,我以为他是面对喜欢的女孩害羞的,可是渐渐我才发现,他并不是对着所有的人都是这样,而唯独对着自己,没有多余的话,他是真的对我没有兴趣。
人就是这样,越是得不到,就越是好的,越是不在乎你的,你就越是在乎,我就是典型的这种人,因为年镇海对我的忽视,却勾起了我越来越重的好奇心,让我越挫越勇,我很有信心,年镇海有一天会成为我的爱人。
很多年以后,我才有机会静下心来想,也许当时我对年镇海的,并不是真正的爱情,也许有一点欣赏,可是最多的还是不甘,不甘被忽视,不甘被冷漠的对待,只有奋力的争取才能证明自己的魅力。
可是那个时候的我显然并不知道这个道理,为了得到年镇海,我可是投了不少力气,我的温柔和关心,只换来他的冷言冷语,我的积极和主动,常常让他躲得不见人影。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
这些都是我骄傲的脾气,不能容忍的,可是我一直耐着性子赔小心,只是以为年镇海的心要比别的人冷的、硬的多,总有一日他会感动、会屈服的,一个女人的出现让我的愿望几乎破灭了。
柳如烟,像是画里走出来的一样,很美,连我也会心动,如果不是年镇海对她过于殷勤,我大概不会那样讨厌她,她虽然美,却偏偏没有什么存在感,仿佛对人没有奢望和威胁,所以追她的男孩子比不多。
柳如烟是我们的学妹,我看的出她对年镇海的抗拒,就好像年镇海对我的抗拒一样,我想对我来说,这也许是件好事,年镇海也许很快就会发现只有我能守在他的身边,等待他的召唤,不过,我再一次失策了。
年镇海好像不介意柳如烟的态度一样,依然默默的守护的着她,我也是第一次察觉到,年镇海可以那么温柔的说话,可以那么细心的照顾一个人,而这些却是我从来不曾有过的待遇。
年镇海彻底的刺激了我,每每看到他对着柳如烟殷切的嘘寒问暖,我的心就灼烧的列害,我烦躁不安,我的嫉妒慢慢的演变成了恨,深切到了骨头了。
冲动的我,做了更加卑鄙的事情,我组织了一次聚会,安排在我家山上的别墅了,柳如烟是被我软磨硬泡拉去的,只要她去肯去,年镇海就一定会主动跟来,晚上的时候,我可以在柳如烟的酒里下了下流的药,做着一切的时候,我居然没有害怕,有的只是过瘾和轻松。
我用相同的办法哄骗窦永河也喝了酒,等到他们精神有些恍惚的时候,我主动扶着“醉酒”的两个人回房间,当然是同一个房间,我照顾柳如烟,年镇海当然不会反对,毕竟我是女人,而且当天他也喝了很多酒,而后,我只坐等天亮收获成果。
只是我并没有料到,我的等到的结果是,倚在我门口坏笑的窦永河,以及躺在一张床上的柳如烟和年镇海,我呆呆的看着愧疚的年镇海,以及欲哭无泪的柳如烟,才明白是窦永河搞得鬼,自己损人不利己,还为人做了嫁衣,是有多么的蠢。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
之后,我被窦永河威胁,如果不嫁给他,他就去告发我,我害怕了,也没有心情再争夺,也就顺理成章的妥协了,不管怎样说,窦永河都是优秀的,嫁给他,我并不亏本。
婚后,我和窦永河离开了这座城市几年,再次回来,我已经是孩子的妈妈了,而我再次见到年镇海的时候,居然听说,柳如烟已经去世了,看着年镇海,毫无变化的脸,我的心再一次复苏了,只是碍于窦永河,我再没有当初的勇气和冲动。
儿子窦骁非常喜欢年镇海的女儿年年,那个女孩像极了柳如烟,很漂亮,说话糯糯的,像个娃娃一样,可是从心底并不喜欢她,可以避开,我就绝不去主动接近那孩子,看见那个孩子,就会让我想起当年自己犯下的罪行,我常想,如果不是我由嫉生恨,也许年镇海还娶不到柳如烟,柳如烟也不会那早逝,我不想见到那个孩子,让她反复的提醒我人生的污点。
只是,我发现,窦永河却很是赞同窦骁去接近年年,甚至孤立他早恋,我邪恶的想着,看来那件事并不只影响自己,窦永河也经受着着良心的谴责,看样子,他想用儿子作为补偿,我耻笑他的居心,不过我并没有发对。
之后的事情,打得我措手不及,窦永河居然坠楼身亡了,当我知道他身边的是年镇海,而他身负重伤,昏迷不醒,我就开始不安,我很害怕,他知道了一切,没有了窦永河,我就没有了主心骨,我很怕年镇海醒过来指责我当年对柳如烟的事情,我不能接受名誉扫地,儿子嫌弃,孤独终老的结果,所以我添油加醋的编造了理由,让警察和窦骁都以为是年镇海害了窦永河,就算最后警察的勘查结果证实了窦永河遇难只是个意外,可是怀疑的种子已经种在窦骁的心里,不是那么容易拨出的了。
窦骁和窦永河的感情非常的好,我们母子就好像天生有仇一样,从小他就只依赖窦永河,我也乐得清静,所以为了窦永河,窦骁比我想象中的还要冷漠,他居然真的放弃了年年,同意和我出国。
我急于离开还有一个可笑的原因,我居然非常的害怕,都用恶化失足坠楼是不是老天的惩罚呢,而我这个罪魁祸首,会不会也会有报应呢,我每天精神恍惚,哭哭闹闹,窦骁大概以为我是为了窦永河伤心难过,所以他才会同意的吧。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
在国外的几年,朋友王新的女儿程敏慧对窦骁表现出强大的兴趣,我也明里暗里的帮忙,希望收下这个对了脾气的儿媳,不过显然窦骁对她的并没有好感。
为了窦永河留下的御龙集团,窦骁毕业后就回国了,程敏慧也跟了回去,我独自在国外住了一阵子,知道接到程敏慧的求助电话,她说,窦骁和年年又扯到了一起,我心中隐隐的不安又发作了,这才匆匆的回国。
为了拆散窦骁和年年,我打算故技重施,而这次的对象是我和年镇海,到现在,我也不知道自己当初是出于什么居心,非要让自己再一次体会那种罪恶的感觉,总之,我就是做了,只是我们想到的是,年镇海太过警醒,窦骁出现的又太早,不过我的目的达到了,甚至比我设计的场景还要好。
只是我一直不明白,为什么我诬陷年镇海强歼,他却沉默不语,就吃了这个哑巴亏呢,他越是这样,窦骁就深信不疑,于我也就越有利,最后的结果当然是我成功了,窦骁和程敏慧订婚礼,年镇海和年年失踪了,可是之后几年窦骁却再也没有开心的笑过。
很久之后,我才知道,年镇海居然为了对窦永河的承诺,放过了我一次,可是他大概一生都会为了这个决定悔恨,是他剥夺了自己女儿的幸福,是他间接拆散了一对有情人。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
再后来,年年居然又出现窦骁的生命中,我该相通的这就是上天的旨意,他们的缘分太深,可是我的执迷不悟,却险些害死了自己的亲生孙女,而那些被剥开的真相,也让我崩溃不已。
最后,我选择了皈依佛门,独自忏悔今生的罪恶,当我真的放下执念,舍弃虚华的一切,我才看的清过往的人生,让我想起最多的,却是我今生的冤家,窦永河。
我以为我该恨他的,可是,我却独独最想他,我慢慢的回忆,才真正意识他,他的爱,他对我的好,他的机警和睿智,他也许不是个好人,可是他却全心全意的爱着我,是我太傻,想要的太飘渺,才被蒙蔽了双眼,看不清自己的心,也许,我也是爱他的吧,在不知不觉中,在我们不停地争吵中,我对他的依赖,是那样的深,爱情本身就是玄妙的东西,太执着,也许就真的错过了。
我不停的念经,想要给窦骁一家祈福,希望他们福寿安康,想要超度我和窦永河被污染的灵魂,若有机会重新来过,我会对窦永河好一点,再好一点。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
窦骁和年年的番外
窦骁看着怀孕四个月的年年,实在是无可奈何。
这话说起来就长了,窦骁本也没有先过要这么快就要再次成为爸爸,年年怀孕还真是意外,不过既然有了,也是一件大好事,不过怀孕的年年这脾气实在是让人捉摸不透。
“老公,这个孩子我们要不要?”
“要,干嘛不要。”
“可是,国家要求一对夫妻一个孩儿。”
“没事,老公有钱,我们不占用国家资源,我们出国生去?”
“老公,你崇洋媚外。”
“我爱国着呢,不过人丁兴旺才好嘛。”
“你重男轻女,嫌弃我们囡囡了,呜呜······”
“谁,谁说的,那,这个孩子我们不要了。”
“呜呜······窦骁,你不爱我了,这可是我们的亲生骨肉啊,呜呜······”
“我爱你,我当然爱你,我不是怕你辛苦吗,这样,你说生,我们就生,你说不生,我们就不生,怎么样,都给你做主。”
“呜呜······我怎么这么命苦啊,嫁个没有主意的男人,呜呜······孩子明明你也有份的,呜呜······”
庭昆到丽。“······”
窦骁眼前可是黑线一片啊······````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
年年好是胡闹了一阵,最后还是年镇海和柳致远两个老的出手,才让她消停了。
自从年年怀孕开始,家里就有了变化,窦骁将楼上的房子腾出来让给柳致远和年镇海去住,楼下的则让兰姨和瘦子搭伴住,两位老人也清静够了,正想着含孙弄怡,也就都没有反对。
窦骁在家里是大气也不敢出,生怕惹怒了年年,被数落的那个一定是他,他就差把年年当成老佛爷供奉了,不过他并不是屈服在年镇海和柳致远两位父亲的恐吓之下,他也是有私心的,不管怎样,他也是第一次经历生孩子这事,难免有些谨小慎微。
好不容易熬过了一个月,年年的害喜又来捣乱。
“老公,我要吐······”
“啊?哦,老婆你忍一下。”
窦骁早已习惯,年年任何时间,任何地点,任何场合,出现状况,并且熟练的扶着她解决问题。
“老公,我是不是很麻烦啊。”
“没有,一点也不,我甘之如饴。”
年年又来考验了,窦骁满头是汗,就怕那句话说错了,刺激到年年日益发达的泪腺。
“老公,我好难受,生年年的时候并没有出现这种情况,你说这孩子,是不是不乖啊?”
“不会,这是聪明机灵。”
看着年年满意的样子,窦骁狠狠的擦了一把汗,晚上,年年睡着了,窦骁偷偷的将头贴在年年尚且平坦的腹部,喃喃的说着,“臭小子,看你出来,我不收拾你,让你添乱。”不过想来想,都说胎教很灵的,万一刚才的气话,被孩子听去了,记仇怎么办,怎么想怎么不妥,又将头贴了上去,说,“那个,小子,刚才爸爸说梦话呢,不算数······”
被吵醒的年年,只能忍着头皮的痒痒感觉,憋住笑,遗憾没有将窦骁的二货行为录下来。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
如今年年怀孕四个月了,害喜在逐渐减轻,可是嘴却刁得很,不仅挑食,还想吃“稀奇古怪”的东西,就比如现在,窦骁凌晨三点被年年推醒。
“老公,我想吃炸豆腐。”
“什么?”
“咋豆腐。”
“年年,在等两个小时,兰姨就起床了,你忍忍哦。”
“不是我要吃,是孩子要吃。”
“年年,你乖哦,半夜叫醒兰姨不礼貌哦,明早哦,明早你一定能吃到,好不好?”
“不好,我要吃现在就吃,你不许去打扰兰姨,你去做。”
“老婆,我四体不勤,五谷不分,我做的东西您能下咽吗,你饶了我好不?”
“窦骁,你不爱我了。”
“停,别哭啊,忍着,我做,我去做还不行嘛,不过,老婆,你说的拿东西,我没有吃过。”
“嘿嘿,没关系,我教你。”
“······”
窦骁在年年的反复操练之下,厨艺有了翻天覆地的变化。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
年年怀孕六个月的时候,肚子才隆起个小丘,年年倒是不觉得什么,当年她怀着囡囡的时候,也是肚子小小的,她倒是觉得轻便。
可是窦骁却觉得不好受,他知道年年当年怀囡囡的时候,吃苦受累,还没有吃到有营养的东西,所以年年和囡囡的身体才不够好,这一次,他可是卯足了劲,给年年进补,誓要把亏欠年年和孩子的一起补回来。
年年倒是听话,一样不落的都吃了,可是为什么年年的肚子就是不长呢,年年是懒得和他争辩,就由着他自找烦恼。
窦骁每天都盯着年年的肚子发呆,时不时的还贴上去和肚子说几句,比如:
“宝贝,挑食不好,你要听话,好好吃饭,要不爸爸就不喜欢你了······啊,那个当然了,你改好了,爸爸还是最喜欢你,呵呵,么么······”
年年每次看着窦骁对着肚子说傻话,就憋不住要笑出声,可是又怕伤害到窦骁的自尊心,所以每次也只能忍着。
有意思的是,窦骁本是存着补偿的心理的,给年年进补的同时,怎么能拉下囡囡,只是,年年和肚子没有什么变化,囡囡却长了一圈。
窦骁看着胃口大好的囡囡,既高兴有尴尬,好好地女儿,不会被他喂胖了吧,以后可怎么嫁人啊!
“那个,囡囡啊,爸爸问你,最近你有没有哪里不舒服啊?”
“没有啊,爸爸这个好吃,你吃。”
“乖,爸爸不吃,你吃,哦不,爸爸吃,你少吃一点,爸爸和你说哦,你的脸最近太圆了”
“兰奶奶说圆脸有福气。”
“呃,女孩子太胖了就不好看了,得少吃一点。”
“没吃饱也不能再吃了吗?”>
“······那还是吃吧。”
窦骁觉得自己无论是对付年年,还是囡囡,都只能有一种结果,完败!````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
眼看着,年年的预产期就要过了,孩子却迟迟没有动静,可是吓坏了窦骁,记得他每天都只剩下围着年年打转。
“窦骁,你能不能不绕圈了,我看着头晕。”
“年年,我们去住院吧,剖腹生产,好不好?”
“好什么好,孩子好好的,干嘛要剖腹,你和我有仇啊,让我挨刀子。”
“不是,不是,你明知道我是担心你嘛,干嘛冤枉人。”
“好啦,我知道你是担心我好了吧,不要担心了,这是正常现象,相信我,我和孩子都会平平安安的。”
“这可是你说,你不可以食言。”
“孩子他爸,你太紧张了,放松,跟着我吸气······呼气······呃,老公,我······啊······我要生了······”
“老婆······年年······老婆······年年······”
年年折腾了五个小时,生下了一个健康的男孩,窦骁长出了一口气,窦骁抱着孩子,居然眼眶都湿了,他终于可以设想年年当年独自生下囡囡时是如何的可怜,窦骁深深的吻在年年的额头上,静静的守着她,一夜未眠。
为了迎合女儿囡囡的小名,大家一直通过孩子的小明叫仔仔。
仔仔是聪明沉稳的孩子,很少哭闹,偶尔又一次,必定是有所求。窦骁觉得非常的满意,自己终于有了同盟,儿子的性格像他,让他觉得自己的胎教很成功。
不过,很快窦骁就了解,有个过于聪明的孩子,也是一种麻烦事。
仔仔两岁的时候,很喜欢看书,白天的时候,外公给他念书听,晚上的时候,窦骁就自告奋勇,讲给孩子听,开始的时候,窦骁还觉得非常的有趣,每天认认真真的给孩子讲,仔仔也很愿意听,不过时间长了,两父子,就常常出现一些很有意思的对话。
“爸爸,小鸭子不会说话。”
“儿子,这是童话,《丑小鸭》,是用动物做比喻的。”
“那小鸭子也是不会说话。”
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“爸爸,这本书,读过了。”
“哦,爸爸再读一次,爸爸比外公读的好听。”
“外公不读童话,他读弟子规。”
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仔仔五岁的时候,提前上了小学,年年很舍不得,这么小的孩子,就上学了。
“仔仔,我们明年再去上学好不好?”
“妈妈,您去年也是这么说的。”
“仔仔,妈妈在家好无聊啊,你就不能再陪妈妈一年吗?”
“妈妈,你可以找爸爸陪,他最喜欢粘着你。”
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年年被孩子说的满脸通红,都怪窦骁,有事没事的就喜欢缠着她,这么大岁数了,还说什么要把错过的补回来。
“仔仔,为什么打架。”
“他欺负姐姐。”
“你可以和他讲道理,怎么能打人呢?”
“他拉姐姐的辫子,我忍了他三次了,爸爸说,忍无可忍,无需再忍。”
“呃,打人总是不对的,下回不许了。”
“下回他还敢欺负姐姐,我就不不忍了,直接打他。”
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年年真的是哭笑不得,不知道是该表扬孩子的手足之情呢,还是应该训斥他过于暴力,最后年年觉得罪魁祸首还是窦骁,都是他教坏孩子的,年年对窦骁实行了三个月不得进入卧室的处罚,觉得冤枉的窦骁,最终忍了一个星期,就装病赖进屋子再也不出来了。
窦骁觉得自己再也斗不过仔仔的时候,决定还是将他留给年年对付吧,自己还是巴结智商正常的女儿囡囡比较不费力。
“囡囡,爸爸明天下班给你带蛋糕吃,您想要什么味道的?”
“弟弟说,那是垃圾食品,吃多了会发胖的。”
“没事,偶尔吃一次,没有关系的。”
“那我问问弟弟再告诉爸爸。”
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窦骁被打击到,投入年年的怀抱,“老婆,我们再生一个吧,这两个太不好搞了。”
“你确定,不是三个一伙的?”年年早就接受了这个事实,只是窦骁还没有想通,如果再生下第三个,三个成了同盟,他们夫妻俩就真的没什么地位了。>
“那还是算了吧,老婆,还是你最好,你要永远守着我哦,么么。”
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窦骁和年年的新生活是幸福的,孩子是他们甜蜜的负担,生活给了他们磨难,却也给了他们新的希望。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
幸福总是要继续的,他们的故事就到这里了,我们下个故事见,哈哈。
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-颜丽&窦骁和年年
颜丽番外
我出生在富裕的家庭,家里只有我和弟弟颜昆两个孩子,可是父母却并不重男轻女,反而更看重我多一些,父亲常说,是因为我的到来,才让他平步青云,可是谁也没有料到后来他和母亲居然都早逝,留下我无法适应生活状况改变的心里的落差,即使那个时候,我已经结婚生子。
可以说,我结婚前的日子一直都是娇生惯养的,父母顺着我,弟弟让着我,我想得到的从来没有失手过,大概就是因为这样我才养成了唯我独尊、不可一世的霸道性格。
记不得那是哪一年,有个男孩很喜欢我,他非常的优秀,为人谦和,很得老师和同学的欢迎,能被这样的人喜欢,我也觉得骄傲,尽管我并不喜欢他,却不妨碍我利用他,可是我却没有想到真的会害死他,一场考试,他帮助我作弊,他被取消考试资格,而我却保持了沉默。
那场考试成全了我的梦想,而他却在哀怨中绝望的自杀,那个时候,我并不理解他,想不通他一个大男人,为什么毫无承受能力,就那样草率的结束了自己的生命,我不是不自责的,可是母亲却开导我说,人各有命,这就是他的命,谁也争不过,就好像我生来就是享受的一样,母亲的话,让我逃脱了愧疚,也奠定了我的命运。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
上了大学以后,我出众的容貌,和不俗的谈吐、优越的家境,让我成了很多男孩子追逐的对象,我每天都享受着,被追捧的优越感中,其中最为突出的一个,叫做窦永河,他长得高大帅气,是个品学兼优的好学生,只是家世过于普通,我不是很喜欢他,最主要的原因,他有时会让我很害怕,他好像一眼就会将我的想法看透,在我眼里他嘴角保持的微笑,总是戏谑的。
我本想远离窦永河,可是我却意外的喜欢上了他的好朋友年镇海,不同于窦永河等男孩对我的热络和殷勤,他对着我要木讷的多,我以为他是面对喜欢的女孩害羞的,可是渐渐我才发现,他并不是对着所有的人都是这样,而唯独对着自己,没有多余的话,他是真的对我没有兴趣。
人就是这样,越是得不到,就越是好的,越是不在乎你的,你就越是在乎,我就是典型的这种人,因为年镇海对我的忽视,却勾起了我越来越重的好奇心,让我越挫越勇,我很有信心,年镇海有一天会成为我的爱人。
很多年以后,我才有机会静下心来想,也许当时我对年镇海的,并不是真正的爱情,也许有一点欣赏,可是最多的还是不甘,不甘被忽视,不甘被冷漠的对待,只有奋力的争取才能证明自己的魅力。
可是那个时候的我显然并不知道这个道理,为了得到年镇海,我可是投了不少力气,我的温柔和关心,只换来他的冷言冷语,我的积极和主动,常常让他躲得不见人影。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
这些都是我骄傲的脾气,不能容忍的,可是我一直耐着性子赔小心,只是以为年镇海的心要比别的人冷的、硬的多,总有一日他会感动、会屈服的,一个女人的出现让我的愿望几乎破灭了。
柳如烟,像是画里走出来的一样,很美,连我也会心动,如果不是年镇海对她过于殷勤,我大概不会那样讨厌她,她虽然美,却偏偏没有什么存在感,仿佛对人没有奢望和威胁,所以追她的男孩子比不多。
柳如烟是我们的学妹,我看的出她对年镇海的抗拒,就好像年镇海对我的抗拒一样,我想对我来说,这也许是件好事,年镇海也许很快就会发现只有我能守在他的身边,等待他的召唤,不过,我再一次失策了。
年镇海好像不介意柳如烟的态度一样,依然默默的守护的着她,我也是第一次察觉到,年镇海可以那么温柔的说话,可以那么细心的照顾一个人,而这些却是我从来不曾有过的待遇。
年镇海彻底的刺激了我,每每看到他对着柳如烟殷切的嘘寒问暖,我的心就灼烧的列害,我烦躁不安,我的嫉妒慢慢的演变成了恨,深切到了骨头了。
冲动的我,做了更加卑鄙的事情,我组织了一次聚会,安排在我家山上的别墅了,柳如烟是被我软磨硬泡拉去的,只要她去肯去,年镇海就一定会主动跟来,晚上的时候,我可以在柳如烟的酒里下了下流的药,做着一切的时候,我居然没有害怕,有的只是过瘾和轻松。
我用相同的办法哄骗窦永河也喝了酒,等到他们精神有些恍惚的时候,我主动扶着“醉酒”的两个人回房间,当然是同一个房间,我照顾柳如烟,年镇海当然不会反对,毕竟我是女人,而且当天他也喝了很多酒,而后,我只坐等天亮收获成果。
只是我并没有料到,我的等到的结果是,倚在我门口坏笑的窦永河,以及躺在一张床上的柳如烟和年镇海,我呆呆的看着愧疚的年镇海,以及欲哭无泪的柳如烟,才明白是窦永河搞得鬼,自己损人不利己,还为人做了嫁衣,是有多么的蠢。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
之后,我被窦永河威胁,如果不嫁给他,他就去告发我,我害怕了,也没有心情再争夺,也就顺理成章的妥协了,不管怎样说,窦永河都是优秀的,嫁给他,我并不亏本。
婚后,我和窦永河离开了这座城市几年,再次回来,我已经是孩子的妈妈了,而我再次见到年镇海的时候,居然听说,柳如烟已经去世了,看着年镇海,毫无变化的脸,我的心再一次复苏了,只是碍于窦永河,我再没有当初的勇气和冲动。
儿子窦骁非常喜欢年镇海的女儿年年,那个女孩像极了柳如烟,很漂亮,说话糯糯的,像个娃娃一样,可是从心底并不喜欢她,可以避开,我就绝不去主动接近那孩子,看见那个孩子,就会让我想起当年自己犯下的罪行,我常想,如果不是我由嫉生恨,也许年镇海还娶不到柳如烟,柳如烟也不会那早逝,我不想见到那个孩子,让她反复的提醒我人生的污点。
只是,我发现,窦永河却很是赞同窦骁去接近年年,甚至孤立他早恋,我邪恶的想着,看来那件事并不只影响自己,窦永河也经受着着良心的谴责,看样子,他想用儿子作为补偿,我耻笑他的居心,不过我并没有发对。
之后的事情,打得我措手不及,窦永河居然坠楼身亡了,当我知道他身边的是年镇海,而他身负重伤,昏迷不醒,我就开始不安,我很害怕,他知道了一切,没有了窦永河,我就没有了主心骨,我很怕年镇海醒过来指责我当年对柳如烟的事情,我不能接受名誉扫地,儿子嫌弃,孤独终老的结果,所以我添油加醋的编造了理由,让警察和窦骁都以为是年镇海害了窦永河,就算最后警察的勘查结果证实了窦永河遇难只是个意外,可是怀疑的种子已经种在窦骁的心里,不是那么容易拨出的了。
窦骁和窦永河的感情非常的好,我们母子就好像天生有仇一样,从小他就只依赖窦永河,我也乐得清静,所以为了窦永河,窦骁比我想象中的还要冷漠,他居然真的放弃了年年,同意和我出国。
我急于离开还有一个可笑的原因,我居然非常的害怕,都用恶化失足坠楼是不是老天的惩罚呢,而我这个罪魁祸首,会不会也会有报应呢,我每天精神恍惚,哭哭闹闹,窦骁大概以为我是为了窦永河伤心难过,所以他才会同意的吧。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
在国外的几年,朋友王新的女儿程敏慧对窦骁表现出强大的兴趣,我也明里暗里的帮忙,希望收下这个对了脾气的儿媳,不过显然窦骁对她的并没有好感。
为了窦永河留下的御龙集团,窦骁毕业后就回国了,程敏慧也跟了回去,我独自在国外住了一阵子,知道接到程敏慧的求助电话,她说,窦骁和年年又扯到了一起,我心中隐隐的不安又发作了,这才匆匆的回国。
为了拆散窦骁和年年,我打算故技重施,而这次的对象是我和年镇海,到现在,我也不知道自己当初是出于什么居心,非要让自己再一次体会那种罪恶的感觉,总之,我就是做了,只是我们想到的是,年镇海太过警醒,窦骁出现的又太早,不过我的目的达到了,甚至比我设计的场景还要好。
只是我一直不明白,为什么我诬陷年镇海强歼,他却沉默不语,就吃了这个哑巴亏呢,他越是这样,窦骁就深信不疑,于我也就越有利,最后的结果当然是我成功了,窦骁和程敏慧订婚礼,年镇海和年年失踪了,可是之后几年窦骁却再也没有开心的笑过。
很久之后,我才知道,年镇海居然为了对窦永河的承诺,放过了我一次,可是他大概一生都会为了这个决定悔恨,是他剥夺了自己女儿的幸福,是他间接拆散了一对有情人。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
再后来,年年居然又出现窦骁的生命中,我该相通的这就是上天的旨意,他们的缘分太深,可是我的执迷不悟,却险些害死了自己的亲生孙女,而那些被剥开的真相,也让我崩溃不已。
最后,我选择了皈依佛门,独自忏悔今生的罪恶,当我真的放下执念,舍弃虚华的一切,我才看的清过往的人生,让我想起最多的,却是我今生的冤家,窦永河。
我以为我该恨他的,可是,我却独独最想他,我慢慢的回忆,才真正意识他,他的爱,他对我的好,他的机警和睿智,他也许不是个好人,可是他却全心全意的爱着我,是我太傻,想要的太飘渺,才被蒙蔽了双眼,看不清自己的心,也许,我也是爱他的吧,在不知不觉中,在我们不停地争吵中,我对他的依赖,是那样的深,爱情本身就是玄妙的东西,太执着,也许就真的错过了。
我不停的念经,想要给窦骁一家祈福,希望他们福寿安康,想要超度我和窦永河被污染的灵魂,若有机会重新来过,我会对窦永河好一点,再好一点。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
窦骁和年年的番外
窦骁看着怀孕四个月的年年,实在是无可奈何。
这话说起来就长了,窦骁本也没有先过要这么快就要再次成为爸爸,年年怀孕还真是意外,不过既然有了,也是一件大好事,不过怀孕的年年这脾气实在是让人捉摸不透。
“老公,这个孩子我们要不要?”
“要,干嘛不要。”
“可是,国家要求一对夫妻一个孩儿。”
“没事,老公有钱,我们不占用国家资源,我们出国生去?”
“老公,你崇洋媚外。”
“我爱国着呢,不过人丁兴旺才好嘛。”
“你重男轻女,嫌弃我们囡囡了,呜呜······”
“谁,谁说的,那,这个孩子我们不要了。”
“呜呜······窦骁,你不爱我了,这可是我们的亲生骨肉啊,呜呜······”
“我爱你,我当然爱你,我不是怕你辛苦吗,这样,你说生,我们就生,你说不生,我们就不生,怎么样,都给你做主。”
“呜呜······我怎么这么命苦啊,嫁个没有主意的男人,呜呜······孩子明明你也有份的,呜呜······”
庭昆到丽。“······”
窦骁眼前可是黑线一片啊······````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
年年好是胡闹了一阵,最后还是年镇海和柳致远两个老的出手,才让她消停了。
自从年年怀孕开始,家里就有了变化,窦骁将楼上的房子腾出来让给柳致远和年镇海去住,楼下的则让兰姨和瘦子搭伴住,两位老人也清静够了,正想着含孙弄怡,也就都没有反对。
窦骁在家里是大气也不敢出,生怕惹怒了年年,被数落的那个一定是他,他就差把年年当成老佛爷供奉了,不过他并不是屈服在年镇海和柳致远两位父亲的恐吓之下,他也是有私心的,不管怎样,他也是第一次经历生孩子这事,难免有些谨小慎微。
好不容易熬过了一个月,年年的害喜又来捣乱。
“老公,我要吐······”
“啊?哦,老婆你忍一下。”
窦骁早已习惯,年年任何时间,任何地点,任何场合,出现状况,并且熟练的扶着她解决问题。
“老公,我是不是很麻烦啊。”
“没有,一点也不,我甘之如饴。”
年年又来考验了,窦骁满头是汗,就怕那句话说错了,刺激到年年日益发达的泪腺。
“老公,我好难受,生年年的时候并没有出现这种情况,你说这孩子,是不是不乖啊?”
“不会,这是聪明机灵。”
看着年年满意的样子,窦骁狠狠的擦了一把汗,晚上,年年睡着了,窦骁偷偷的将头贴在年年尚且平坦的腹部,喃喃的说着,“臭小子,看你出来,我不收拾你,让你添乱。”不过想来想,都说胎教很灵的,万一刚才的气话,被孩子听去了,记仇怎么办,怎么想怎么不妥,又将头贴了上去,说,“那个,小子,刚才爸爸说梦话呢,不算数······”
被吵醒的年年,只能忍着头皮的痒痒感觉,憋住笑,遗憾没有将窦骁的二货行为录下来。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
如今年年怀孕四个月了,害喜在逐渐减轻,可是嘴却刁得很,不仅挑食,还想吃“稀奇古怪”的东西,就比如现在,窦骁凌晨三点被年年推醒。
“老公,我想吃炸豆腐。”
“什么?”
“咋豆腐。”
“年年,在等两个小时,兰姨就起床了,你忍忍哦。”
“不是我要吃,是孩子要吃。”
“年年,你乖哦,半夜叫醒兰姨不礼貌哦,明早哦,明早你一定能吃到,好不好?”
“不好,我要吃现在就吃,你不许去打扰兰姨,你去做。”
“老婆,我四体不勤,五谷不分,我做的东西您能下咽吗,你饶了我好不?”
“窦骁,你不爱我了。”
“停,别哭啊,忍着,我做,我去做还不行嘛,不过,老婆,你说的拿东西,我没有吃过。”
“嘿嘿,没关系,我教你。”
“······”
窦骁在年年的反复操练之下,厨艺有了翻天覆地的变化。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
年年怀孕六个月的时候,肚子才隆起个小丘,年年倒是不觉得什么,当年她怀着囡囡的时候,也是肚子小小的,她倒是觉得轻便。
可是窦骁却觉得不好受,他知道年年当年怀囡囡的时候,吃苦受累,还没有吃到有营养的东西,所以年年和囡囡的身体才不够好,这一次,他可是卯足了劲,给年年进补,誓要把亏欠年年和孩子的一起补回来。
年年倒是听话,一样不落的都吃了,可是为什么年年的肚子就是不长呢,年年是懒得和他争辩,就由着他自找烦恼。
窦骁每天都盯着年年的肚子发呆,时不时的还贴上去和肚子说几句,比如:
“宝贝,挑食不好,你要听话,好好吃饭,要不爸爸就不喜欢你了······啊,那个当然了,你改好了,爸爸还是最喜欢你,呵呵,么么······”
年年每次看着窦骁对着肚子说傻话,就憋不住要笑出声,可是又怕伤害到窦骁的自尊心,所以每次也只能忍着。
有意思的是,窦骁本是存着补偿的心理的,给年年进补的同时,怎么能拉下囡囡,只是,年年和肚子没有什么变化,囡囡却长了一圈。
窦骁看着胃口大好的囡囡,既高兴有尴尬,好好地女儿,不会被他喂胖了吧,以后可怎么嫁人啊!
“那个,囡囡啊,爸爸问你,最近你有没有哪里不舒服啊?”
“没有啊,爸爸这个好吃,你吃。”
“乖,爸爸不吃,你吃,哦不,爸爸吃,你少吃一点,爸爸和你说哦,你的脸最近太圆了”
“兰奶奶说圆脸有福气。”
“呃,女孩子太胖了就不好看了,得少吃一点。”
“没吃饱也不能再吃了吗?”>
“······那还是吃吧。”
窦骁觉得自己无论是对付年年,还是囡囡,都只能有一种结果,完败!````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
眼看着,年年的预产期就要过了,孩子却迟迟没有动静,可是吓坏了窦骁,记得他每天都只剩下围着年年打转。
“窦骁,你能不能不绕圈了,我看着头晕。”
“年年,我们去住院吧,剖腹生产,好不好?”
“好什么好,孩子好好的,干嘛要剖腹,你和我有仇啊,让我挨刀子。”
“不是,不是,你明知道我是担心你嘛,干嘛冤枉人。”
“好啦,我知道你是担心我好了吧,不要担心了,这是正常现象,相信我,我和孩子都会平平安安的。”
“这可是你说,你不可以食言。”
“孩子他爸,你太紧张了,放松,跟着我吸气······呼气······呃,老公,我······啊······我要生了······”
“老婆······年年······老婆······年年······”
年年折腾了五个小时,生下了一个健康的男孩,窦骁长出了一口气,窦骁抱着孩子,居然眼眶都湿了,他终于可以设想年年当年独自生下囡囡时是如何的可怜,窦骁深深的吻在年年的额头上,静静的守着她,一夜未眠。
为了迎合女儿囡囡的小名,大家一直通过孩子的小明叫仔仔。
仔仔是聪明沉稳的孩子,很少哭闹,偶尔又一次,必定是有所求。窦骁觉得非常的满意,自己终于有了同盟,儿子的性格像他,让他觉得自己的胎教很成功。
不过,很快窦骁就了解,有个过于聪明的孩子,也是一种麻烦事。
仔仔两岁的时候,很喜欢看书,白天的时候,外公给他念书听,晚上的时候,窦骁就自告奋勇,讲给孩子听,开始的时候,窦骁还觉得非常的有趣,每天认认真真的给孩子讲,仔仔也很愿意听,不过时间长了,两父子,就常常出现一些很有意思的对话。
“爸爸,小鸭子不会说话。”
“儿子,这是童话,《丑小鸭》,是用动物做比喻的。”
“那小鸭子也是不会说话。”
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“爸爸,这本书,读过了。”
“哦,爸爸再读一次,爸爸比外公读的好听。”
“外公不读童话,他读弟子规。”
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仔仔五岁的时候,提前上了小学,年年很舍不得,这么小的孩子,就上学了。
“仔仔,我们明年再去上学好不好?”
“妈妈,您去年也是这么说的。”
“仔仔,妈妈在家好无聊啊,你就不能再陪妈妈一年吗?”
“妈妈,你可以找爸爸陪,他最喜欢粘着你。”
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年年被孩子说的满脸通红,都怪窦骁,有事没事的就喜欢缠着她,这么大岁数了,还说什么要把错过的补回来。
“仔仔,为什么打架。”
“他欺负姐姐。”
“你可以和他讲道理,怎么能打人呢?”
“他拉姐姐的辫子,我忍了他三次了,爸爸说,忍无可忍,无需再忍。”
“呃,打人总是不对的,下回不许了。”
“下回他还敢欺负姐姐,我就不不忍了,直接打他。”
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年年真的是哭笑不得,不知道是该表扬孩子的手足之情呢,还是应该训斥他过于暴力,最后年年觉得罪魁祸首还是窦骁,都是他教坏孩子的,年年对窦骁实行了三个月不得进入卧室的处罚,觉得冤枉的窦骁,最终忍了一个星期,就装病赖进屋子再也不出来了。
窦骁觉得自己再也斗不过仔仔的时候,决定还是将他留给年年对付吧,自己还是巴结智商正常的女儿囡囡比较不费力。
“囡囡,爸爸明天下班给你带蛋糕吃,您想要什么味道的?”
“弟弟说,那是垃圾食品,吃多了会发胖的。”
“没事,偶尔吃一次,没有关系的。”
“那我问问弟弟再告诉爸爸。”
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窦骁被打击到,投入年年的怀抱,“老婆,我们再生一个吧,这两个太不好搞了。”
“你确定,不是三个一伙的?”年年早就接受了这个事实,只是窦骁还没有想通,如果再生下第三个,三个成了同盟,他们夫妻俩就真的没什么地位了。>
“那还是算了吧,老婆,还是你最好,你要永远守着我哦,么么。”
“······”
窦骁和年年的新生活是幸福的,孩子是他们甜蜜的负担,生活给了他们磨难,却也给了他们新的希望。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
幸福总是要继续的,他们的故事就到这里了,我们下个故事见,哈哈。
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