f a love song
oh oh oh oh
lord make me a rainbow， i\'ll shine down on my mother
she\'ll know i\'m&h you
wheands under my colors
oh and life ain\'t al;;you think it ought to be， no
ain\'t even grey， but she buries her baby
the sharp knife of a short life， well
ive had just enough time
if i die young bury me in satin
lay me down on a bed of roses
sink me in the& dawn
send me a;with the words of a love song
the sharp knife of a short life， well
ive had just enough time
and ill be ;white when i&o your kingdom
im as green as the ring on my little bsp;finger
i\'ve never known the lovin\' of a man
but it sure& nibsp;when he ;holding my hand
there\'s a boy here in to;he\'ll love me forever
who would&hought forever bsp;be severed by
the sharp knife of a short life， well
i\'ve had just enough time
so put on your& boys and i\'ll ;my pearls
;i never did is done
a penny for my thoughts， oh no i\'ll&hem for a dollar
they\'re worth so mubsp;more after im a goner
and&hen you\'ll&he words i been singin
funny when you\'re dead how people start listenin
if i die young bury me in satin
lay me down on a bed of roses
sink me in the& dawn
send me a;with the words of a love song
oh oh
the ballad of a dove
go with pead love
gather up your tears， keep \'em in your&
save them for a time when your really gonna need \'em oh
the sharp knife of a short life， well
i\'ve had just enough time
so put on your& boys and i\'ll ;my pearls
第一百章
i\'ve had just enough time。是不是母亲也一样？她是否也感觉活了足够的时间呢？母亲说过，她已经无所求。可人类的贪念是无止境的，哪里会有人一无所求？只因为无法再有所求才无所求罢了。他一直知道，却要装作很安慰的表情来安慰安慰自己的母亲。人活着，不该是为自己而活的么？为何到最后却要用她认为的自己的幸福来满足她的愿望呢？这样真的圆满了吗？不过是表面的美满，遮掩住内里的残缺而已。人啊，总是这样的自欺欺人！可是，我们又能怎样呢？天地不仁，以万物为刍狗！我们都是这样卑微，于是我们只能这样卑微地活着，自我安慰着，继续卑微地前行。李峋的思绪有些混乱，想着想着已经跑出了很远。
峋，你怎么了？陆晓薇在医生宣布母亲抢救无效之后就哭倒在李峋怀里，哭了一会儿才发现李峋的身体僵硬很不正常，抬头看他一脸呆滞的模样不由担心地询问，她怕李峋受太大的刺激承受不了。
我没事。李峋淡淡地笑起来，带着让陆晓薇心惊的镇定。
峋？陆晓薇被李峋的笑容震住，眼泪都止住了，小心地试探地看着他问。
她是解脱了。这很好。李峋知道陆晓薇担心他，他的思绪虽然混乱却很清晰，可他真的没有办法流出眼泪。母亲终于走了，每次看着母亲的疼痛模样，看着她迷糊地乱语情景，他都感到撕心的疼痛。母亲是个骄傲的人，知道自己被骗以后她直接摒弃那个男人连解释的机会都不给果断离开，生活中再艰难也没有向别人寻求帮助独自坚持着，这样骄傲的她怎么能忍受自己如同废人一样躺在病床上苟延残喘？她这样狼狈的坚持只为了自己，为了看到她以为的美满生活才如此狼狈地活着。到如今，经历了那么多的痛苦，她终于如愿，可以放手离开了。很好，真的很好。
峋陆晓薇不知道自己该说什么。她知道李峋是什么意思。作为子女都是如此矛盾，不忍心看着长辈受苦，可又不想就这样眼睁睁看他们离开。这永远是一个无解的循环，谁也无法改变，她也一样，于是她只能再次埋入李峋怀中痛哭。每一个逝去的
oh oh oh oh
lord make me a rainbow， i\'ll shine down on my mother
she\'ll know i\'m&h you
wheands under my colors
oh and life ain\'t al;;you think it ought to be， no
ain\'t even grey， but she buries her baby
the sharp knife of a short life， well
ive had just enough time
if i die young bury me in satin
lay me down on a bed of roses
sink me in the& dawn
send me a;with the words of a love song
the sharp knife of a short life， well
ive had just enough time
and ill be ;white when i&o your kingdom
im as green as the ring on my little bsp;finger
i\'ve never known the lovin\' of a man
but it sure& nibsp;when he ;holding my hand
there\'s a boy here in to;he\'ll love me forever
who would&hought forever bsp;be severed by
the sharp knife of a short life， well
i\'ve had just enough time
so put on your& boys and i\'ll ;my pearls
;i never did is done
a penny for my thoughts， oh no i\'ll&hem for a dollar
they\'re worth so mubsp;more after im a goner
and&hen you\'ll&he words i been singin
funny when you\'re dead how people start listenin
if i die young bury me in satin
lay me down on a bed of roses
sink me in the& dawn
send me a;with the words of a love song
oh oh
the ballad of a dove
go with pead love
gather up your tears， keep \'em in your&
save them for a time when your really gonna need \'em oh
the sharp knife of a short life， well
i\'ve had just enough time
so put on your& boys and i\'ll ;my pearls
第一百章
i\'ve had just enough time。是不是母亲也一样？她是否也感觉活了足够的时间呢？母亲说过，她已经无所求。可人类的贪念是无止境的，哪里会有人一无所求？只因为无法再有所求才无所求罢了。他一直知道，却要装作很安慰的表情来安慰安慰自己的母亲。人活着，不该是为自己而活的么？为何到最后却要用她认为的自己的幸福来满足她的愿望呢？这样真的圆满了吗？不过是表面的美满，遮掩住内里的残缺而已。人啊，总是这样的自欺欺人！可是，我们又能怎样呢？天地不仁，以万物为刍狗！我们都是这样卑微，于是我们只能这样卑微地活着，自我安慰着，继续卑微地前行。李峋的思绪有些混乱，想着想着已经跑出了很远。
峋，你怎么了？陆晓薇在医生宣布母亲抢救无效之后就哭倒在李峋怀里，哭了一会儿才发现李峋的身体僵硬很不正常，抬头看他一脸呆滞的模样不由担心地询问，她怕李峋受太大的刺激承受不了。
我没事。李峋淡淡地笑起来，带着让陆晓薇心惊的镇定。
峋？陆晓薇被李峋的笑容震住，眼泪都止住了，小心地试探地看着他问。
她是解脱了。这很好。李峋知道陆晓薇担心他，他的思绪虽然混乱却很清晰，可他真的没有办法流出眼泪。母亲终于走了，每次看着母亲的疼痛模样，看着她迷糊地乱语情景，他都感到撕心的疼痛。母亲是个骄傲的人，知道自己被骗以后她直接摒弃那个男人连解释的机会都不给果断离开，生活中再艰难也没有向别人寻求帮助独自坚持着，这样骄傲的她怎么能忍受自己如同废人一样躺在病床上苟延残喘？她这样狼狈的坚持只为了自己，为了看到她以为的美满生活才如此狼狈地活着。到如今，经历了那么多的痛苦，她终于如愿，可以放手离开了。很好，真的很好。
峋陆晓薇不知道自己该说什么。她知道李峋是什么意思。作为子女都是如此矛盾，不忍心看着长辈受苦，可又不想就这样眼睁睁看他们离开。这永远是一个无解的循环，谁也无法改变，她也一样，于是她只能再次埋入李峋怀中痛哭。每一个逝去的